fresh start

you learnhe wants his move in august to illinois to be a “fresh start,” and so, since things are just beginning for us, he doesn’t think we should continue to see each other.  as much as this was not what i wanted to hear, i understand it completely.

once again, a relationship of mine falls victim to bad timing. i’ve come to realize that it isn’t just a matter of meeting the right person, it’s a matter of meeting the right person at the right time in each person’s life. i have no idea how this seems to work out so easily for other people. i can’t help but fail miserably every time i try. i can’t help but wonder why.

i will admit that, even knowing the ending, i wouldn’t change a thing.

it felt so good to smile again, if only for a little while.

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