Archive for February 2013

this is me

this is me. seemingly filled with light, but really just barely keeping my head above the shimmering surface of very dark water. this is me hiding behind my cheshire smile because i can’t possibly let on that i am making this all up as i go along. and i haven’t a clue which way is […]

NYC in photos

all of this

you only need one man to love you. but him to love you free like a wildfire, crazy like the moon, always like tomorrow, sudden like an inhale and overcoming like the tides. only one man and all of this. (c. joybell c.)

the big apple

the last time i visited new york city, it was 1998.  i was still in college.  the towers were still standing. when i left, i knew i would be back.  i just didn’t know it would take me fifteen years. tomorrow is the day.  tomorrow i jump onto a train bound for the big apple […]

only this

we need, in love, to practice only this: letting each other go. for holding on comes easily; we do not need to learn it. (rainer maria rilke)