Posts Tagged ‘loss’

seeds of time

In life, love, moment, words on 9 April 2008 tagged loss, macbeth, seeds of time, wgh with no comments

even though it was twelve years ago, i clearly remember rushing to click ‘delete’ as fast as i could. i didn’t want to read his words again. i didn’t want them to get through. i didn’t want to imagine him sending them as a last attempt to salvage a love that i never really felt. i [...]

all the things i couldn't say

In life, love, moment on 7 April 2008 tagged loss, love, mew, wedding with 2 comments

dear m.e.w., i will never forget that time i called you, a little less than four weeks before our wedding, to say that i couldn’t marry you. “i’m coming down this weekend. i need to talk to you about something,” i said. “just tell me now,” you replied, “i don’t want to wait for the [...]

a moment

In life, love, moment, music on 5 March 2008 tagged loss, love with no comments

after you explained to me, again, why we wouldn’t work, why we couldn’t be together, you walked me out to my car. “i’m sorry,” you said. “me too, ” i replied. i turned to open my car door and you reached out to catch my arm. “can i at least have a hug?” you asked. [...]

goodbye

In life, love on 21 November 2006 tagged goodbye, loss, love with no comments

goodbye i heard the news today. i lost you all over again. i cannot speak of this, except to say goodbye, and finally mean it.