Happy 2018!

Holiday Cheer!

day eleven = gold

I can’t really put into words how much I love this photo — I’ve always been enchanted by the gold bits left from the old 70s-era polaroid pack film, but most of all, I love the overwhelming joy on my mother’s face as she walked into her own surprise baby shower. It was 1975 and […]

Two Years

You think because you understand one you must also understand two because one and one make two. But you must also understand and. (Rumi) It’s been two years, and I can still feel the sun on my face and your arms around me.  The air was cold that November day, but I didn’t notice.  It […]

IVF #2: Goodbye

This is the only picture we will ever have of our sweet baby. The baby we conceived during our second and final IVF attempt. The baby we loved and wanted so very much. The baby we lost today, at 8 weeks, for reasons unknown. The ultrasound was so very still — no movement, no heartbeat, […]

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